if there's anything to say,
if there's anything to do,
if there's any other way,
i'll do anything for you.


sigh another stressful day for me, i don't know bout the rest, but it was rather stressful for me. the thoughts of changing course struck me again. so much work, so little time.basketball from 10 - 11.30. overseas aussie talk from 12-1. mmp 1-3, which was what killed me. i'm not really that talent or gifted like what mr pillai said in using all those softwars to edit and stuff. if you wanna raw picture that i can do, but i can't and rather dislike editing them cause i always seem to fall behind in class. freehand, dreamweaver, fireworks even java. i always seem to be a step behind the others. saddening ain't it. this really ain't my field of expertise. apel was rather dull to me today cause i wasn't exactly in a good mood. liang jun said she was afraid to talk to me in apel cause i looked like i would chrome the next person who pissed me off. its times like this where i wish i had a punching bag. hitting things usually relieves me when i'm angry, upset or stressed. well, thats my escape. so like an idiot, went into one of the empty classrooms after apel and starting punching the board on the wall. took some edge off. then went to flavours to eat. laughter is the best medicine. shared some jokes with the rest and felt better. went home and here i am waiting to start on my report. firstly, i need some therapy. anyone wanna therapy session with me? i'll bring the trigger, you pull it.