ode to you.

our lifes have been shadowed, clouded and hazed.
i've done wrong and hurt you.
every since that sunday, my life has been grey
without your smile, without your touch
my life is meaningly and empty.
my duty is to make you smile, to ensure you have a good life.
sorry dear, i failed you.
but i do want to make it up.
look at me, through the daze you are in.
remove the poison which have clouded your judgement.
i'm still the same person.
loving you always,
the same person whom you spend all the wonderful times together with.
i know its hard to accept the things which i've done.
and i won't make any excuses either.
but please, we can't be like this forever.
we're still young and have our lives ahead of us.
our future together will not be denied.
i'll build mine around you, you are my pillar of support.
my foundation, i'll build my life on top of you.
the catalyst for an astounding experiment.
my journey in life with you has just began.
please take my hand and we'll work this.
please dont its over or good bye
you just leave me in tears, broken and alone.
i need you the most now,
you are still the one girl for me.
believe me when i say, dear you are still the girl for me.
no other, one love, one girl
onlyou.
i dont expect miracles from you.
we are only human,
take your time, i'll walk with you.
and together i'm sure we can work this out.
i'm sorry once again for the lies and deceit.
but i've loved you always, even right now as i speak.

yours forever,
john