i am happy.

or at least i wish i was.
something seems unfulfilled these days.
i dunno, i'm just feeling unsettled.
could be me just being selfish.
sigh, wish i wasn't like that.
its unfair to you. really is.
i hate myself for thinking and acting this way.
but i can't help but feel like this.
right now, i feel like the smallest person on earth.
sigh forget what i said,
at least that way i can pretend that i am happy.
and if i am "happy" so will you right?