it never ends
the past which i can't shake off my back
misery and pain are friends
both haunting me each day
i am so tired, really feel like throwing the towel in
i'm just not good enough i guess
someone please hear out my helpless cry
someone remove me from this nightmare called life.

and if i only could, make a deal with god, get him to swap our places..





when will she be coming back?





...if i only could