events..

here's a list of events which happened during this term break:
1) i was the last episode of the oc (r.i.p)
2) i watched my mom get drunk and had to call an ambulance.
3) my family almost broke up.
4) i turned nineteen.
5) she turned nineteen as well.
6) we had a baby called pancakes.
7) i love cereal.
8) i got a job.
9) i haven't decided what the hell i'm gonna do after this term break.

part of me wants to stay in IND, the other part wants me to back out.
and of course there's this part that tells me to stop studying all together.
but i don't know where to go.
my dad has already given me the green light to leave IND.
decision decisions.
someone please help me make this one.
cause i can't rely on my own judgement.
i mean seriously,
what the hell was i thinking when i bought size 42 jeans in sec 2?
when my waist size was only 30?
oh yeah.
baggy was in.