my say..

here's my say in the confusion which is going on between us.
please bare with me.

i've never regretted my decision 361 days ago.
asking you back was my choice and after that day i've never looked back
and said, maybe i should have think it over.
my decision was clear as blue sky.
the girl i wanted was you, now and always.
you choose how you want to feel about this "matter",
but let assure you, whatever negativity you feel about yourself is not true.
its anything but true.
you are the reason i keep coming back from the many of times we've broken up.
everything about you still amazes me even till today
qualities which i've always looked up to
smiles which i always look forward to
good times or bad,
i want to share them with no one else but you.
yes this may be a problem for us
but i rest assure you now,
they are no harm to us.
friends are the closest i have to a family.
and you are more than my girlfriend.
you mean too much for me that the term "girlfriend" doesn't epitomise what you really are to me, we go further than that and you know it.
i may be seem happier else where like you said,
but nothing in this world feels better than being with you and making you smile,
the smile, our smile which completely takes my breath away.
you'll never lose me as a friend, even if this relationship fails.
but i hope it never does, and somehow i feel this time around, it won't
cause we are better and wiser,
because i know what we are is true.
i have flaws and as do you.
i accept you for who you are
and i love your little quirks.
basically, nothing can drive me away from you and please do not feel guilty or upset for anything.
i love you still the same
and always for that fact.
you mean too much to me to let go
so let bygones be bygones
towards the future together we'll be
always and forever, my love stands true for you.
stephanie ann fu, i love you.
i really do <3