walking away from the ghost.
so i guess it's pretty much decided.
i have finally decided to call it quits.
yes i took alot of me to stop here.
but something has to be done.
before any of you start asking me why.
i shall pen my reasons here..
1) i've never wanted to be in IND (i'm sure you all know)
2) i lost all drive and passion to do the things we're doing.
3) reason? i'm just tired of worrying about things which mean nothing to me in the future.
4) i've been putting this off since 1.1 and the only actual reason why i stayed on is because of everyone in class.
i thought that if we stuck together, we could get through any obsticle, but i realised that it's every man for himself and i am the first to jump boat. i can't deal with what we're doing now and it just irks me everyday that i have to go to school. the only reason why i still continued school was because of you guys. i've never felt "part" of this class because i am different than the rest, but now i need to find my place and i need to stop thinking of you guys and focus on what i want. Its no longer you but its me now. with that said, i would like to thank everyone in C140 for making my short live time in TP enjoyable and memorable. i'm sorry i cant provide anymore lame jokes and sarcastic remarks to you guys. i will miss yours company. i just hope you guys can let me go without being angry or upset that i'm leaving. the last thing i want to do is hurt anyone in class. like today, i could tell someone was not really happy that i'm leaving. but it's my decision and you gotta accept it. if you wanted to do something which you believed in, i would back you up no matter what. its kinda sad that things has to end this way. but oh well, its beyond my control. i just hope you all move on and do well in IND. best wishes from me here aight? ermm, its hard for me..it really is to walk away from the friends i've come to know and love..but i'm always here for you guys aight? so yeah take care and yes we can always meet up yeah? so erm yeah..
on a brighter note, i passed my ftt which means i can book my TP test. tomorrow could possibly be my last day, or could be monday..guess i just gotta see how things go i guess..
i have finally decided to call it quits.
yes i took alot of me to stop here.
but something has to be done.
before any of you start asking me why.
i shall pen my reasons here..
1) i've never wanted to be in IND (i'm sure you all know)
2) i lost all drive and passion to do the things we're doing.
3) reason? i'm just tired of worrying about things which mean nothing to me in the future.
4) i've been putting this off since 1.1 and the only actual reason why i stayed on is because of everyone in class.
i thought that if we stuck together, we could get through any obsticle, but i realised that it's every man for himself and i am the first to jump boat. i can't deal with what we're doing now and it just irks me everyday that i have to go to school. the only reason why i still continued school was because of you guys. i've never felt "part" of this class because i am different than the rest, but now i need to find my place and i need to stop thinking of you guys and focus on what i want. Its no longer you but its me now. with that said, i would like to thank everyone in C140 for making my short live time in TP enjoyable and memorable. i'm sorry i cant provide anymore lame jokes and sarcastic remarks to you guys. i will miss yours company. i just hope you guys can let me go without being angry or upset that i'm leaving. the last thing i want to do is hurt anyone in class. like today, i could tell someone was not really happy that i'm leaving. but it's my decision and you gotta accept it. if you wanted to do something which you believed in, i would back you up no matter what. its kinda sad that things has to end this way. but oh well, its beyond my control. i just hope you all move on and do well in IND. best wishes from me here aight? ermm, its hard for me..it really is to walk away from the friends i've come to know and love..but i'm always here for you guys aight? so yeah take care and yes we can always meet up yeah? so erm yeah..
on a brighter note, i passed my ftt which means i can book my TP test. tomorrow could possibly be my last day, or could be monday..guess i just gotta see how things go i guess..
posted by John at 9:58 PM
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