then it struck me like a bolt of lightning

while i was shaving, looking myself at the mirror
with windows vista just recently released,
doesn't that make windows xp yesterday's news?
so last week? passe? out of date? expired?
you get the drift..
so what makes of us, IT students, after we graduate?
we're taught on windows xp,
but i'm sure in 2 years time, vista will be on most computers out there.
then what?
doesn't that make us..
yeah, answer that yourself.

anyway i'm still deciding on if i should continue at ind.
so yeah, thinking about the whole vista thing,
kinda swayed my decision a bit.
oh and my dad kinda agreed with me.
so yeah..

cut to the chase.

pass few days:
pancakes, reading and work.
well basically what i've been doing the pass few days.
downloaded a few movies, should be watching them some time soon.
the oh in ohio, american pie 5, maybe donnie danko if i can find it on ares.
most probably, i'll be hitting the gym one of these days
feeling fat and thats kinda bad.
urghh..
haven't picked out my photos which i will be sending in for some competition which safy insisted i take part.
the deadline's tomorrow and i don't have proper pictures yet.
so chances of me winning are slim.
hmm..
reading is power.
nothing like a good book, my bed and some coffee.
works wonders for me at times, reflection and self improvement.
don't even know why i'm writing this here.
ok enough of endless babble
time for some oh in ohio.
peace.

pancakes FOR THE WIN!!

pancakes, abortions and skinny jeans..

guess what doc?(bugs bunny reference)
safy and i have a baby..
..bunny!
and its name is called pancakes.
its or she rather is adora-freaking-ble
we bought it for 18 bucks at some pet shop at serangoon.
heard its a mixed dwarf or something.
sweet huh?
she's kinda nervous now since its a new surrounding for her.
but hope she gets settled in quickly.
i'll most probably be looking after it most of the time,
but once school starts, safy will be looking after her.
yeah pictures will be taken and posted ASAP!
ohhh i got my EXTRA skinny jeans today!
so yeah, was kinda of a sweet day
although i woke up at 7am, got caught in the rain
and walked around in town and amk central with the sun up
wearing a black long sleeve shirt..haha
yeah! it was all worth it!
thanks safy for the wonderful present!
hugs and mashmellows to you and pancakes!

work work

so work at the sticky rice is not really too bad
the people there are like around my age
so thats kinda cool
they seem to be nice people as well
btw, the food there seriously kick ass
i think i'm falling in love with thai food
cause its damn fragrant.
yeah $5/hr standard i suppose
jonny suppose to work with me but he bastard me
so yeah alone i suppose.
kk, tired now.
got work tomorrow at 5.45pm
hope the crowd was like today
none!

belated-ness

woke up early today to meet jonny at gardens.
went to the job interview at some thai place called stick rice.
yes sticky rice.
we may have gotten the jobs as part time service crew.
next met up with 13/23 of the people in class at somerset mrt.
went to eat some swensens.
had salad since i ate pow xing chicken rice earlier
ohh we ate a giant earthquake which was damn shiok please
yeah after that walked around at heeran with them
some decided to go home while the rest of us watched
the messenger
which pretty much sucked, even to me.
so yeah.
ok i'm tired so yeah
thanks to everyone for coming today
and thanks for the topshop card!
<3 to you all!

orea cheesecake and peanut sauce ftw!

so yeah my birthday today.
party and all at my place by the pool.
bbq it was.
chicken marinated in honey mustard
mac and cheese
hotdogs
satay
slices of meat
prawns
potatoes
corn
yeahh thats bout all the food
chips and drinks are a given.
erm..i ended up covered with orea cheesecake and peanut sauce for the satay.
and got pushed into the pool.
which was kinda alright, since i got to hang out with my friends and stuff.
nice to see them all.
thanks to all those who came
and thanks to all who wished me happy birthday
_|_ to those who didn't..

19/19

ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BITCHES!

that would be my reaction, like years ago.
birthday? big deal.
doesn't really seem like my birthday after all the events which happened the past weeks.
seriously nothings going well with my life lately.
sighhh.
hope things will turn out for the better, thats my birthday wish.
so yeah,
happy birthday to me i guess.

no one knows..if i can be like that.

He spends his nights in california
Watching the stars on the big screen
Then he lies awake and he wonders
Why can’t that be me?
Cause in his life he’s filled with all these good intentions
He’s left a lot of things he’s rather not mention right now
Just before he says good night
He looks up with a little smile at me
And he says

If I could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day
In those shoes
If I could be like that
What would I do?
What would I do?

She spends her days up in the North Park
Watching the people as they pass
And all she wants is just a little piece of this dream
Is that too much to ask?
With a safe home
And a warm bed
On a quiet little street
All she wants is just that something to hold on to
That’s all she needs
Yeah

If I could be like that (like that)
I would give anything
Just to live one day
In those shoes
If I could be like that (like that)
What would I do?
What would I do?

If I could be like that
I would give anything
Just to live one day
In those shoes
If I could be like that
What would I do?
What would I do?

the things which you only read about in the papers.

the ambulance ride to the hospital is not fun.
not when your mom is strapped down on the gurney at the back.
reason? she drank something, something vile.
and suspected as well, ingestion of some pills.
last night was a nightmare for me.
thats all i can say for now.
i'm tired because i didnt get any sleep last night.
went to the hospital again earlier.
she's still kinda upset over everything.
and so am i.
thanks benny for the hang.
really appreciate it.
k now i'm going to bed hoping to wake up and everythings back to normal.

junior it seems..

CMSK 1 B+ (kinda expected)
CMSK3 C (likewise, but all wy's fault)
IDES B (i love peggy <3)
DTAT D+ (i hate zel u8gigfisaU)
MMP B (hehe champion!)
OOPG D+ (oh my)
CMATHS1 D (i passed!)
PYSCHO D (...)

GPA: 2.33

Academic Status: PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY.


ok so these are my grades, now its whether i'm staying in IND or not.

i need to laugh
can someone make me laugh?

i need a job
can someone give me a job?

music & lyrics

i've been on a good movie spree lately. all the movies which i have watched thus far have been way past my expectations. as in seriously, i am a good judge when it comes to movies and i shall point out 2 examples. 300 and music&lyrics.

300 was pretty much excellent, think troy+lord of the rings+the gladiator all in 1 movie. the fight scenes were superb and full of action. love the way the spartans fought, using brains and bronze to fight instead of running at their enemies blindly. it was extremely captivating, well at least to me. so to those 18 and above, GO WATCH IT. to those below, get the DVD/VCD/DOWNLOAD IT and watch it cause it seriously kicks ass, literally.

music&lyrics, comedy and romance. well this is sort of my favourite kinda movies to watch. call me gay or whatever, but i live for comedy and i had various good laughs throughout the movie. it was witty and smart, for hugh grant at least. the british accent made it even funnier. as the movie name states, its about song writing and i must say, the songs in the movie were really good. coming from me, yeah it's really good. so take so time off and go watch it. there's a really hot babe called haley berrett in the movie..haha yeah.

so to some it up
1 week
2 movies
2 great movies
2 great asfhjhgadojpog movies
2 great soundtracks, which i might consider buying

alright john has to stop going out because he's broke and he doesn't like being broke and he needs a job soon..any recommenders?

future plans?

so today was sort of eventful i guess. visited NUS and NTU open house. yeah sort of know what i'll be doing in university. it'll be digital photography/visual communications in NTU and communication and new media in NUS. but i guess i prefer the NTU courses kinda suits me more i guess. the problem is, its at like boon lay? which is like #$%^%$#$% far please. sigh then again, i started thinking about my future in IND and all, and how i would fit in. which seems kinda dim to me once again. sigh so yeah. followed steph to china town for her musical practise, then went off to meet ernest and jonny at sahara. drank bailey's on the rocks and smoke some seesha. talked alot of shit which was pretty fun i guess. left with jonny to meet steph after her thing then went home. so yeah pretty much my day.

love is meant to be true
love is meant to be treasured
don't flaunt it
cause one day if things go bad
it'll turn around and bite you.

just feeling moody for some reason.

THE LONG AWAITED POST WHICH EVERYONE'S BEEN WAITING FOR PART 2.

be sure to check out part 1 which is below this post. peace

ok now for some east coast park:









the shades









the beach










the group










the threesome










the friends










the pier










the breath of sunshine










the clouds










the constipation










the sex on the beach










the mascot/fish
















the fellowship

THE LONG AWAITED POST WHICH EVERYONE'S BEEN WAITING FOR PART 1.

alright, i'm damn tired now because of the constant going out this past week, and sleeping at 4am and waking up at 10am. so yeah..here's the events this past week.

tuesday:zoo
wednesday:cycling at east coast park
thursday:300
friday:driving centre and j8
ok picture time..

tuesday:


















the "huge ass motherfucking i'll rip you to bits before you can say primeval" crocodile



























hmmmm...


















the cute jap kid which i think he said" mister monkey please stay still so i can take a picture with you" in japanese! OMG damn cute please. rosey cheeks!









owned/pwnage. the true beast.






















































members?


















fear factor anyone?



























lindsay lohan before diet.









lindsay lohan after diet.

educated people pronounce it ketsup!

i need more days like today.
3 movies, binging with ice-cream and pizza
and of course the perfect girl.
i swear today, for the first time in weeks, i felt at peace, a clear mind
stress freaking free!
so thanks baby for everything today.
we really should have more moments like this.
i love you, i really do.
thanks hon!

oh and big thanks to those who wished me well.
couldn't have made it without you guys.
cuddles and mashmellows to you.

anti climactic

so the dust has settled, the blood has dried
scars are raw; words unspoken
things seem to be back for normal now
the eye of the storm perhaps?
awaiting the aftershock..maybe
i hope just for once, we can be a family.
function, maybe even pretend to be one.
whatever it is, i just hope thing fighting stops once and for all.

D is for divorce.

remember me saying that 2007 will be the year?
apparently, it isn't because things aren't going according to plan
things at home are getting worst.
home has turned to fight club, where each corner stands my parents, seperate.
the referee the children.
i dunno what to do, i'm very confused.
lost and left abanddoned by my guardians, my parents.
what they are doing is seriously affecting everyone at home.
i need some help.
divine intervention
because, things are just so messed up.
when i used to hear about this kinda things happening to other families,
i'll be like, "yeah thats pretty sad huh?"
never imagined this would happen to my family.
right now, the music is drowning out the shouting outside.
another fight seems to be taking place.
my room is neutral area, my comfort zone, my happy place.
but then again, outside lies cans of beer and smoke from cigarettes
like empty bullet casings and smoke from gun fire.
my haven is being attacked.
some one help me
mayday mayday
need some freaking backup now.
sighh, close to breaking point.
apparently 2007 is not the year.
at the rate at this is going, i'll be dead before my 21st birthday.

domestic disturbance..

muse-starlight

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

Far away
The ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

adam-freaking-brody

http://www.myspace.com/itlow

anyway, things at home aren't going too well. shall not dwell too much on the details, but it kinda involves beer, getting drunk, shouting and screaming and lots of door slamming. i dunno what's going on, but i hope it stops. i'm tired of staying in this environment. its taking a toll on me because i'm tired of worrying. i need to get out of the house more. find a job soon, hopefully. so yeah, i'll leave you guys with that.

ps: best of luck to my baby and all those receiving their A level's tomorrow.