6.52pm

gah i am tired, like really tired lately.
for some reason, i've been exhausted for the pass few days.
and i haven't been doing much lately.
no matter the time i sleep, i still end up sleepy eyed.
ahhh pcc.
anyway, i miss my girlfriend
haven't been seeing her much lately.
and i won't be for the next few weeks.
kinda hard, but guess i gotta get use to it.
the days incoming are gonna be brutal.
econs test and 1.2k-1.5k essay to write.
champion.

twenty 1

(in random order)

Seven Things That Scare You

1) breaking up
2) heights
3) losing love ones
4) horror shows
5) confine spaces
6) deep water
7) gore


Seven Things You Like the Most

1) having fun
2) laughter
3) chilling
4) safy!
5) mint ice cream
6) good laughs
7) good company


Seven Important Things in your Room

1) bed (includes pillow, bolster and blanket)
2) laptop
3) aircon
4) fan
5) ipod
6) tv
7) photos

Seven Random Facts About You

1) i will kick your ass in dota
2) i have a huge stack of FHM and i have no idea what to do with it.
3) hugs are the best.
4) i treat people according how they treat others
5) i really love soup
6) i prefer noodles over rice
7) humor is my defense mechanism.

Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die

1) travel the world
2) get married
3) take lots of pictures
4) having two kids would be nice
5) make amends with whomever i pissed off
6) enjoy myself and kick back
7) sex one last time please.


Seven Things You Can Do

1) play basketball with both hands
2) laugh till i am out of breathe
3) jokes jokes jokes
4) i'm comfortable shooting a gun(i know it)
5) take really good pictures
6) do absolutely nothing for a whole day
7) NOT STUDY AND STILL PASS MY EXAMS!


Seven Things You Can’t Do

1) write with my left hand
2) control my temper
3) speak proper mandarin
4) motivate myself
5) make proper decisions(need a second opinion)
6) eat eggplant
7) hold my liquor


Seven Things That Attract You to the Opposite Sex

1) character
2) nice butt =D
3) eyes
4) smile
5) legs
6) similar interests
7) how comfortable i am when with her.


Seven Things You Say/Write The Most

1) PCC
2) ya sure
3) lol
4) aight
5) gg
6) I KNOW!
7) NEVER CALL/SHARE!

Seven Celebrity Crushes

1) Samaire Armstrong
2) Megan Fox
3) Jessica Alba
4) Jennifer Aniston
5) Rachael Bilson
6) Kate Hudson
7) Fiona Xie (support singapore talent)


Seven People You Want to Take this Test
1) whoever wants to do this
2) but safy you gotta do this! =D

I GOT BAILEY'S(FINALLY)
AND I AM NOT SHARING!

-

lonely man missing his wife.
if you could shop for loneliness,
would you shop alone?

would you shop among many,
or would there even be any?

and if you were to find loneliness,
sitting there upon a shelf.

would you be willing to pay the price,
for the seclusion of ones self?

we spite the feel of loneliness.
although it is quite real.

we can't quite escape the darkness and self pity,
that loneliness makes us feel.

loneliness often makes us think of family
and mistakes we've made in life.

my loneliness comes most often,
when I think about my wife.

this is happening for your pleasure, at your leisure

i am currently hooked on this song.
'nuff said.

your words are easier being said.
my actions don't speak for what i'm doing.
i feel trapped by this endless cycle.
my life is pretty much a fighter jet waiting to be shot down.
i try glancing to the future, but i don't see one.
optimism won't settle this empowering fear.
the fear of losing everything.
everything which i hold dear.
take things at a time,
how am i suppose to when it all comes together.
i'm really trying.
trying to be that person.
that person whom you've always wished and dreamt i was.
but its hard, its hard when i can't even rely on myself.
everyone is relying on me.
just a word of caution.
i hope you all have a safety.
cause i'm afraid i won't live up to everyone's expectations.
i'm not saying i'm giving up
i just wish i was stronger, i really do.
to hold everyones hand and be that person to say its alright.
i won't stop trying cause i really want to be someone.
so please lord, if you can hear me.
shed some light.
i've been in perpetual darkness.
and i really wish to see the sun again.

I GOT SCREWED!

you wanna know why?
i studied 5 topics for my accounts test today.
2 of them didn't come out!
WTFWJDFTW?
so i ended up anyhow doing 2 of the questions.
hopefully i did them correctly.
but i'm sure as hell confident that my final accounts question is all correct!
totally balanced please.
anyway, after the exam went to meet snuggles for mass.
yes i went to church.
after mass went to eat dinner at central.
after dinner came to my place to watch finish GOOD LUCK CHUCK
like finally!
after that ...............
then she went home.
thanks baby had fun today =D
i need more days like this.
nothing but kick back relax and spend time with my love <3

new year, same shit.

life is ironic.
it throws back at you what you've put behind.
i can't stand him.
lies, lies and more fucking lies.
stop hurting us.
stop hurting her.
you have no idea how it hurts.
not just me and her, but the rest of your kids.
wake the fuck up and just look at yourself.
you've become a monster,
nothing which children can look up to and call a father.
a disappointment, failure.
i'm worried for the family.
but somehow, i think this family can do without you.
without your lies, without your presence.
this is an elegy for your status as father.
cause from today onwards, i have no father.

=/

so i have a test tomorrow,
organisational behaviour, which is kinda like psychology.
best of luck to me for that.
well basically, all i need to do is score like 30 marks for tomorrow's test
and i'll be able to pass this module,
but i'm not gonna do that am i.
so how's the new year coming along for everyone?
mine sure feels like last year.
why am i even blogging i have no idea.
yea whatever.
need to collect my ps2 soon.
=/

and erm OMG! ITS ACHMED AGAIN!

hello2008goodbye2007

this post was due yesterday, but i had no time so i'm here doing it today.
yes people, it's 2008. happy new year to all.
and its once again for me to do my new year's resolution
odds are i will never accomplish it, but heck it's worth a shot.

1)get my business management diploma.
2)work out at least twice a week for preparation for NS.
3)be more optimistic.
4)be nicer and better person.
5)treat safy better and listen to her advice more.(i know you wanted me to write this down)
6)stick by my new year's resolution for once.
7)watch finish FRIENDS, yes all 10 seasons.

ok pretty much it, good luck to you all and wish you guys the best for the new year.