Sunday, August 26, 2007

the sun, the beach and the sand.

so it was sentosa today with safy and her friends.
met with baby at toa payoh mrt station at 1.30pm
ate subway! yayness
then proceded to sentosa to meet her friends.
ended up walking in the wrong direction towards siloso beach
when we were suppose to go to palawan beach
so yeah met them there, changed and it was beach time.
played around with the sand and sea.
took pictures. covered myself in sand. swam.
blah blah blah suntanned a bit even though i dont look tan.
bathed after then proceded to vivocity for dinner.
ate superdogs! but the hotdogs there aren't as good as plaza singapura.
erm so yeah came home after dinner.
and here i am.
watching da vinci code now.
time to rock my faith again..lol

Friday, August 24, 2007

jason bourne..

yep i have finally watched like all 3 bourne movies
and one of the better trilogies which i have watched.
genius, practical and resourceful.
thats all i can say for now.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

let's go eat some π(pi)

erm so yeah, life's pretty mundane..
not sure when i'm going into the army.
but i heard it ain't gonna be soon, which is good in a way?
not sure but yeah.
sigh..not really much to say, so i'll just end off here.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.

my title is a saying which i got from a friend.
and i think it's a good one.
for too long i've been distracted.
for too long has my judgement been clouded.
i need to set my goals straight.
i need to help myself before i can help anyone else.
to more tears, no more fears
i, comes before anyone else now
and only u can ever come before me.

thank you stephanie.

Monday, August 13, 2007

THE CHAMP IS HERE!

hey boys and girls
i'm back from KL and boy i had a blast.
3 days of pure shopping.
not to mention eating buffets and tons of walking.
places like chinatown where you get to purchase cheap ass, pirated of course,
goods from watches to bags, clothes to perfume. plus you get to bargain
which my dear ol' safy did for me cause i cant keep a straight face lol
i sure i packed a few pounds from the buffets. had like 2 breakfast buffets and 1 dinner buffet.
pizza, chicken rice, dunkin' donutz (z for style), braskin robins ice cream (which kicks ass) and tons of other great food. anyway, yeah we partially covered like 4 shopping malls in our 3 day stay. the malls there are huge, and if you thought vivo city was big, my oh my you are mistaken.
the malls there make vivocity look like a some common shopping mall. there was this one mall which took me and my baby 3 hours to walk one level! and another mall which had 10 stories, plus an indoor theme park..how sweet was that? yeah would sure like to go back to KL one day to cover those places because i'm sure there's more to see. i'll try to recall everything in detail..

-day 1
didn't sleep the night before the trip cause i usually get excited when i'm about to leave the country, so go figure. met safy and her family at 5am to get a cab to changi airport. arrived at KL airport at like 7 plus. took a cab to the city which was about a good 2 hours or so from the airport. arrived at the hotel to check in. i stayed with baby and her family in the same room, which was a suite. they took the queen size beds while i slept in a spare bed which we ordered.
anyway first stop was chinatown, like i mention about..shopping at dirt cheap prices. blah blah blah, went to some shopping mall to get more shopping done. we went alone cause safy's mom wanted to go shopping with her friends. they wanted to go back to china town cause they weren't done there, so me and baby went off again on our own. went to 2 malls to look around and buy stuff before heading back to the hotel for buffet dinner/gg . after dinner it was back to the room for some sleep.

-day 2
woke up at 5.30am, yes, never in my life i would willingly wake up at that hour, but had no choice cause we wanted an early start to shopping. breakfast was at 7-8 plus? and yes steph's family takes that long to prepare to go out. after buffet breakfast, we went back to the hotel, which i manage to sneak in about 1/2 hour of sleep before going out again. went to midvalley shopping mall which was like vivo city's elder brother of something. there was dunkin donutz there so we had us some donuts. did some shopping myself and some friends there. walked alot, killing our legs and my shoulder since i was carrying safy's stuff in my bag. but it was alright. after the mall, we went back to chinatown cause we weren't done shopping there because we heard that there are more stores in the evening. so back to china town where i bought a jacket and sunglasses. and yes more stuff for other people. hmmm back to the hotel where we had dinner of pizza from room service. we were too lazy to leave the hotel so yeah room service ftw! had the whole hotel to ourselves since safy's mom and dad went out with their friends. but my piggish girlfriend wanted to sleep early cause she was tired, so i listened to some ipod till 12am before going to sleep.

-day 3
woke up slightly later, 7am haha well not really but 7 hours of sleep seemed enough. today we went out of KL to do some shopping at some shopping mall which was 1/2 hour away from the city..putrajaya it was called? well anyway THIS MALL WAS THE MOTHER OF ALL MALLS. it was the size of the singapore stadium maybe even bigger! it took us like forever to cover 1 level. we only walked like 1/4 of the mall before we had to go, and we were there for a good 6 hours..oh my. baby and i went to times square which boasted 10 levels of shopping plus an indoor theme park which sadly we couldnt go due to the lack of time. walked around where we got more shopping done. left the place at 8pm cause of some water constraint which the hotel had, so we had to bathe or else no bathing till we get back to s'pore gg. we packed up that night cause we had to leave early the next morning. so yeah.

-homeward bound
woke up at 5am, showered and left the hotel at 7 plus. it was still early so there was no jam, took a van/cab to KL airport. we arrived early so we got on a earlier flight. couldnt buy duty free because singapore government feels that its cheating if we go malaysia to buy duty free goods..lsahfiohafsoihdOH FUCKED UP TAXES so yeah no bailey's for me..sighhh anyway arrived in singapore, where the air is cleaner, roads are wider and where there are no signs of proton cars anyway..lol got home and 11 am and stoned till 5 plus for the bbq at night. so yeah pretty much sums up everything..so yeah.








k bye.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

two words:

Kuala Lumpur!

bye y'all..see you guys on sunday.

the breakdown.

i feel that God is unfair towards certain individuals.
one individual is me.
he always seem to stack the odds highly against me.
right when i thought everything seems clear and right for once,
he throws a fastball at me.
my family is in shambles.
yes, my parents are fighting again and they are hell bent on dragging everyone down with them
they are so unfair to the children
they can never settle their differences without bringing me in to their arguments.
from sleeping, i was woken up by them, each trying to prove their point
this leaves me with a heavy heart and mind, resulting in distractions.
which affects my everyday life.
i guess that's another reason why i was so distracted in school, and thats because of them.
i really wish there was someone who can help me in this.
but no one can..
i am so tired, i really am and for once in my life,
i really wish to stop caring for everyone around
and just think about me.
i don't know what to do.
divorce, affairs, no good, he says, she says
i've heard it all before
i envy other people and their normal family.
where their parents hold the family together and are their pillar of support and strength.
my family has been lacking that for a long time
i am so ashamed of my family.
of my life.
i want to give up..really.
someone please help me..

Monday, August 06, 2007

last day..?

i am officially no longer in TP,
withdrew today after INMM
sorry to everyone
that i didn't give an actual good bye.
but no worries, i'll be back to visit and stuff.
there's still chalet after all.
so yeah. we'll see each other soon enough.
as for now, its training for me
ARMY FTW.
time to do my country proud
call me a patriot =D

Thursday, August 02, 2007

walking away from the ghost.

so i guess it's pretty much decided.
i have finally decided to call it quits.
yes i took alot of me to stop here.
but something has to be done.
before any of you start asking me why.
i shall pen my reasons here..
1) i've never wanted to be in IND (i'm sure you all know)
2) i lost all drive and passion to do the things we're doing.
3) reason? i'm just tired of worrying about things which mean nothing to me in the future.
4) i've been putting this off since 1.1 and the only actual reason why i stayed on is because of everyone in class.

i thought that if we stuck together, we could get through any obsticle, but i realised that it's every man for himself and i am the first to jump boat. i can't deal with what we're doing now and it just irks me everyday that i have to go to school. the only reason why i still continued school was because of you guys. i've never felt "part" of this class because i am different than the rest, but now i need to find my place and i need to stop thinking of you guys and focus on what i want. Its no longer you but its me now. with that said, i would like to thank everyone in C140 for making my short live time in TP enjoyable and memorable. i'm sorry i cant provide anymore lame jokes and sarcastic remarks to you guys. i will miss yours company. i just hope you guys can let me go without being angry or upset that i'm leaving. the last thing i want to do is hurt anyone in class. like today, i could tell someone was not really happy that i'm leaving. but it's my decision and you gotta accept it. if you wanted to do something which you believed in, i would back you up no matter what. its kinda sad that things has to end this way. but oh well, its beyond my control. i just hope you all move on and do well in IND. best wishes from me here aight? ermm, its hard for me..it really is to walk away from the friends i've come to know and love..but i'm always here for you guys aight? so yeah take care and yes we can always meet up yeah? so erm yeah..

on a brighter note, i passed my ftt which means i can book my TP test. tomorrow could possibly be my last day, or could be monday..guess i just gotta see how things go i guess..
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