THIS AIN'T A SCENE, ITS A GOD DAMN WAR!

yes the troops have been deployed.
weapons of mass destruction has been purchased.
I AM GONNA NUKE ALL THE ANTS AND COCKROACHES OUT OF MY HOME!!
indeed, after seeing the huge flying cockroach the size of my thumb
in my toilet yesterday, enough is enough.
i bought a can of insecticide and trays of insecticide as well.
GOOD FUCKING GAME FOR THE ANTS AND COCKROACHES!!
sigh and my back still hurts.
oh and guess what i saw earlier at some game shop
spider man comics
not just any spider man..
spider man : INDIA
INDIA!!!
WTF!!!!!

imagine this, peter parker was delivering pizza in the movie,
this "pita perksa s/o mohan pacaimuthu" delivers roti prata!
instead of shooting web from his wrist,
he shoots web from his forehead!!!
instead of fighting doctor octopus and the green goblin
he fights doctor BOMB-bay and the black goblin riding a magic carpet.

ahhh yes, i should have bought the comic.

i feel old..

yeah i feel old indeed.
cause only old people have aching backs and what not.
my back started hurting immediately after inmm.
and i knew it was one of those yearly pains that won't go away till i see the doctors.
which i did.
but i went to a different one this time, and the pain is still there.
so i guess i have to see the usual doctor tomorrow or something.
so yeah.
old..

hey!

so...what's new?

yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!

cmsk4 10-12, the usual stuff.

town after..walked around with baby in town till 6pm. walked far east and heeran. saw couple of stuff which i wanted, but i got no cash! =( stuff like 2 pairs of converse shoes for 139 dollars! home and away shoes man..but sighhh no cash. followed baby to hunt for her red sports bra, but we settled for a nice hot ones at new urban male. she looked so hottt! in it please...lol easy tiger. erm after that met up with the rest(ernest,kevin,jonny,min and caryn). ate at HIP USA DINNER lol at heeran. not too bad, the lemonade there is the shiaaattt! seriously the best lemonade i tasted..erm after dinner it was PIRATES!! PIRATES FOR THE WIN! and yeah it was a nice show, kinda confusing at times, but i sort of got it in the end. shall no spoil it for you guys so just go watch it aight? kk time to prepare for dmpf presentation tomorrow and i'm kinda tired as well, since i was out the whole day. hmmm thanks baby i had a great time today <3 hugs!

blades of glory.

same as every friday.
cds in the morning, 9-11
safy from 11 onwards <3
safy came over my place at around 1 and we hung till 2.
took a cab to marina square to watch blades of glory
and man was it funny.
i always liked mtv movies.
their hilarious, but most people dont get the jokes.
dunno why but i was laughing for a minute straight in a part of the movie.
here's how it sort of went:

coach: so what does a 2 male skate partner have which other partners don't?
michaels:2 dongs?

i burst out laughing for a whole minute before stopping.
it was seriously damn funny lol.
after the movie, walked around with baby.
i love you to bits babe <3
i had so much fun with her today.
lol erm after walking around, we ate at fin
which was some seafood place.
i had oysters, fried baby squid and soft shell crab
baby ate calamari.
man i'm eating wayy to much seafood for my own good.
after eating, went to the basement of esplanade
where we waited for her dance practise to start.
wy,xw and ed met up we us and we 4 left for our concert.
which was a total bore for me.
i'm so not a classical lover.
i was so restless and sleepy throughout the concert.
i was shifting from side to side, cracking my knuckles and talking
which kinda irk many people..lol
after the concert, we went to find safy
her dance just ended after the concert.
thanks babe for waiting.
we all went our seperate ways home
mrt back with safy and walked home
looks like its gonna rain!
JOY for we all know its nice to sleep when it rains!
thanks baby, i had fun today
many more happy times like this ok?
can't wait for tomorrow! hugs!

and i cannot stop thinking about you
i cannot stop wondering if you’re constantly thinking about me
don't close your eyes dear, i'm still staring
i won't lie dear, i'm still breathing
even though your beauty is breathtaking

food porn; junk food for the brain, empty calories for the soul.

so today was baby's turn to surprise me, thus the reason why i didnt turn up for school today.
but she was feeling rather sick today, so we only met at around 2.
damn could have gone to school and be home in time to meet her.
oh well..hung at my place awhile.
laughed alot on how we use to be.
she went home at around 3.30 to change
met up again at 5, she looks stunning in that dress.
headed to shangri-la hotel for buffet.
and the spread is to die for.
seriously, i'm glad i starved myself the whole day!
ok picture time to show you what i mean:


the happy couple

fresh oysters aka raw sex

yes people, white chocolate fondue! i lost a strawberry in there.

dessert as far as the eye can see

thats good ale!

first blood! +200 gold

what i ate:

laksa

oysters

baked potatoes and clams, grilled prawn and beef

salmon sashimi and bread.

oyster chowder

tisurami/tiramisu and some bitter thing with a biscoutti

it may seem little to some, but boy was i full.

seriously, dying earlier.

felt like puking, pcc.

so yeah thanks alot for today babe.

i had a blast!

ok time to bounce.

see yall

this pretty much sums up everything for the rest of my life with her.

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


1 year, 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8760 hours,525600 mins, 3156000 secs ago.
i asked you one of the biggest decisions in my life.
yes was your answer, and i was the happiest guy alive on the 14th of May 2006.
i never regretted that moment, when i asked you back.
i cherished that moment, when i kissed your lips for the very first time since a year ago.
time sure flies huh?
a year has past.
so many memories with you over the past year.
good times and bad.
but i'm looking to the future with you.
whatever the future may hold,
i'm here with you.
to guide you through.
to be with you in your time of need.
this is my promise to you for this year.
always and forever.
one girl i love
one girl i cherish
one girl,
onlyou.

i love you stephanie.
thanks for everything.

mother-versary

first a shout out to all mom's out there,
happy mother's day y'all!

second, a shout out to me and safy,

happy 1 year pre-anniversary!! (tomorrow is the actual date)

but since i have school =( go figure.

yeah i had a blast today.

i gave her most of my surprises for her today.

cooked lunch for her, consisting of:

breaded chicken with cheese.

potato wedges

mozzarella cheese sticks.

yeah baby sure does love cheese.

anyhow i guess lunch was alright.

first time for me making the chicken and cheese sticks.

but all was good.

after that gave her surprise number 2,

which was our new rings!

black silver rings.

yeah she looked happy, so i'm kinda relieved that she liked it

i mean i was worried i got something not to her expectations.

after she left home, i went to collect my pay, like finally.

210 dollars.

bought ingredients at the ntuc and cold storage for surprise number 3.

also bought flowers for my mom and cup cakes for her mom.

for the 3rd surprise, i made ice cream for baby.

ingredients used were:

1 tub of vanilla ice cream

4 tubes of m&m minis

1 packet of oreo

hershey's chocolate sauce

talk about sinful eating.

so yeah took about 2 hours for the ice cream to be done since i had to layer them like photoshop.

lol erm turned out well i guess.

some pictures to prove it.

well it taste better than it looks.

like a tub full of diabetes for you.

well yeah thats it for today.

celebrating the rest over the next 2 days.

yayness!

as for tomorrow, i hate mondays.

k bye

i am still a man despite the fact that i..

1)went for a facial
2)got my eyebrows plucked
3)used the girl's toilet, only because there was no guys toilet at spa place.
4)crying during the movie, bridge to terabithia

but honestly, you couldn't blame me for the crying because it was really damn sad. even the toughest of guys would cry. i am sensitive and i'm proud of it. ya sure. anyway, the facial was blahh. first time for me and i guess it was alright. just that i hate to lie on the bed for like an hour or so, causing me to have a stiff back and weak knees. after the facial, went to town to watch bridge to terabithia at cineleisure. been a while since we went there. so yeah alot seems to have changed to us. but oh well. after collecting myself after the movie, lol baby had subway for dinner. i had to eat at home so yeah. went home via mrt and made some plans for tomorrow and sunday. guess all is well for now i guess.

my say..

here's my say in the confusion which is going on between us.
please bare with me.

i've never regretted my decision 361 days ago.
asking you back was my choice and after that day i've never looked back
and said, maybe i should have think it over.
my decision was clear as blue sky.
the girl i wanted was you, now and always.
you choose how you want to feel about this "matter",
but let assure you, whatever negativity you feel about yourself is not true.
its anything but true.
you are the reason i keep coming back from the many of times we've broken up.
everything about you still amazes me even till today
qualities which i've always looked up to
smiles which i always look forward to
good times or bad,
i want to share them with no one else but you.
yes this may be a problem for us
but i rest assure you now,
they are no harm to us.
friends are the closest i have to a family.
and you are more than my girlfriend.
you mean too much for me that the term "girlfriend" doesn't epitomise what you really are to me, we go further than that and you know it.
i may be seem happier else where like you said,
but nothing in this world feels better than being with you and making you smile,
the smile, our smile which completely takes my breath away.
you'll never lose me as a friend, even if this relationship fails.
but i hope it never does, and somehow i feel this time around, it won't
cause we are better and wiser,
because i know what we are is true.
i have flaws and as do you.
i accept you for who you are
and i love your little quirks.
basically, nothing can drive me away from you and please do not feel guilty or upset for anything.
i love you still the same
and always for that fact.
you mean too much to me to let go
so let bygones be bygones
towards the future together we'll be
always and forever, my love stands true for you.
stephanie ann fu, i love you.
i really do <3

kids..

sometimes i wish my parents would just grow up.
stop whatever fighting
stop whatever their arguing about
and just be normal
sometimes..
sigh sometimes..
it so seriously affects me
maybe not my siblings,
but it sure as hell affects me
so fuck it
fuck everything thats going on at home.
fuck it

ahhh burn.

stress stress stress stress
i think i kinda feel much better after talking to rick.
so thanks.
i'm not like everyone else.
so i guess i'm just gonna be myself.
my sad lousy at work self.
so yeah take that.
ahhh burn

the difference..is me.

what i have to say is just my piece of mind, and i hope it does not offend anyone who reads this.

for the past year or so, i've always felt left behind,
not that because i'm left out or anything,
but schoolwork.
i always feel "behind" of the class.
c140 thrives on perfection.
everyone won't settle for anything but perfect.
but that's not me.
i hate perfectionists.
sorry.
but its just me.
i don't understand why everyone demands perfection?
where does that leave our flaws?
i think our flaws is what makes us different.
i know i am different to everyone else in class,
its not arrogance, i just know it.
my mentality is different.
maybe because i don't have my heart in what i'm doing.
but i dunno, everytime i hear praises from others on yours work
i feel so low.
cause i know i'll never get them
it's always, "not bad what", "its ok what", "quite nice"
you get the drift.
i know i dont exactly stand out when it comes to work.
sigh, what am i even saying.
somethings i feel i don't fit in c140
cause everyone is so different.
at times i wonder if being in c140 is a goodthing.
and i ask myself why i couldn't i be in some other lousier class.
where everyone has lower expectations for them.
being in the "best" class is more of a curse to me.
sigh i'm sorry friends, but things aren't just going well for me.
not only school but family as well.
family,school and work.
problems never end for me.
2007 is so not the year for me.
sorry if i have offended anyone.
so yeah..my mind is sort of cleared
back to "perfecting" my work so i won't be left out.
yeah right..

its never gonna be good enough for you.

so yeah i just came home, like finally.
been out since 8am this morning and man am i tired.
legs feel like jelly.
music appreciation from 9-11
was late because of the stupid buses,
after class went to eat lunch at jupiter with wy,ed and xw.
the food portions were pathetic.
seriously.
anyway took a cab back to meet steph.
she had to go SIM and she asked me to accompany her.
which i did.
met up with car and min at cjc.
took a bus to sms and waited for them to do their application for SIM.
left for island creamery after..
i swear their ice cream is as good as ben and jerry's.
had nutella and burnt caramel ice cream <3
after that went to serangoon gardens to wait for safy's work to start.
we saw a adorable bluish-grey baby bunny at the pet shop.
its fur was rather long and his ear was at most 3 cms long.
it was damn cute please..
erm anyway, i stayed around at sticky rice to help out since it was her first day of work
didnt have to say as she said, but i did cause i wanted her to get adjusted.
so yeah helped out for free..
work ended 10.30pm and left at 11 after packing dinner.
took a cab back with her then yeah thats bout it..
and for whatever i did "wrong" i'm sorry.

want forgiveness? turn to religion..

spiderman spider does whatever a spider can
spins a web anytime,
catches villains just like flies,
watch out here comes the spiderman!

but sadly, the movie, to me at least was disappointing.
the plot to me was dragged,
venom was too skinny and not vicious enough
plus he died to easily (he's not suppose to die fyi)
the fighting scenes were soooo spiderman 1 and 2
spidey needs a new bag of tricks.
and yeah the ending was totally crappy.
it usually ends with some narration or a small preview of the next movie.
but this might be end of the whole spidy movie.
but yeah sadly disappointed.
anyway i still had a great time out with safy.
yeah our much needed time together.
before workload piles on me and before she starts uni.
thanks for yesterday baby <3
ermm yeah, today was quite fun i guess
played around with garage band and man was it a blast
produced like a 45 sec song/beat, pretty cool.
erm cs for lunch, had pepper lunch then went back for dbis tutorial
just came back from stickyrice
lj's first day of work, so accompanied her for support and because she needed my shirt.
tomorrow's safy's first day at work so i'm gonna accompany her.
so yeah tomorrow i guess.

you dont recover from a night like this.

went cycling today with baby at east coast park. lunch at subway. cycling from exactly 1.50pm to 3.50 pm. sadly it was raining, so we had to seek shelter a while. after the rain came the sun and we cycled to the jetty and the beach. usual sights i guess, couldn't take much pictures cause of the rain and man was ecp crowded today. i mean its labour day? so all the bangla workers off day today. there were like TONS of them at ecp today please. maybe thats why it rained, the sky was too dark! lol i mean seriously, there were enough of them to fill an island,bangla island, yeah cricket and hiding behind coconut trees with their maid gfs..seriously. yeah,ate alot today as well. had lassi from kumala's, which is a cup of diabetes and cotton candy, which is a stick of diabetes. so yeah i am gonna be diabetic soon. ermm helium is the shit, i mean who needs drugs or cigarettes when we have helium. it makes you, well maybe just me, high and it gives you a squeaky ass voice like pee wee herman on crack. lol the best shit ever.we ended up "smoking" like 2 ballons of helium before we return our bikes.went to jonny's house after ecp cause we had nothing to do, and we didnt feel like going to bukit timah, just for ice cream. so yeah crashed at this place till dinner. baby and i had our shower there and we left for dinner with jonny and sarah. ate at sticky rice/ again. ate phad thai this time. ate alot today and i feel fat which is bad. but yeah it was a nice day! a day surely to remember..thanks baby i had lots of fun with you today. hope there will be many days like today! ok some pictures for the heck of it.