THE new year

in less than 2 hours, it'll be the new year..and as every year, i shall do up my new year's resolution..well here it goes

JOHN'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1.same as last year and the year before that


there..well actually,
2.get my abs back by march
3.be a nicer and better person
4.do better in school
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5.listen to stephanie more*she insisted i put this here*
6.get back to photography
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this resolution is bound to me and only me and unless i state so, no one but me is allowed to change it.

ahhh whatever man..i don't really enjoy the new year, the new era, whatever you call it, cause its just the start of the many new problems which many of us will encounter. but i shall try to be optimistic for once and i'm here wishing you all the best, greatest and happy new year to all.



..god save us all.

so i just came back from ryan's party..events are as followed..
went to amk central to walk around with safy. ate at macdonalds then proceeded to the new and improved NTUC Xtra! which sadly did not live up to the hype..it was basically like a giant store, which is name NTUC XTRA! anyway went out of there and we each bought striped long sleeve shirts..met up with jonny then we proceeded to ryan's house via cab. reached there early and there was already a couple of people there. played some ps2 then went to eat dinner which consisted of turkey,ham and beef..walked to 7-11 with jonny and my baby cause jonny wanted cigarettes..and he needed me to buy..so alright, went to buy. reached back then more people came..hang out with kristian, his friend and jonny most of the time. had some good laughs with them..AND I SWEAR BAILEY'S IRISH CREAM IS TERROR! BEST FUCKING DRINK EVER..just mix it with some milk and its done..i must have drank like 5-6 cups of it and i didn't get drunk! anyway, the idol's came, which consisted of paul twohill, gayle, jasmine and jouquim? paul owes me a game at bloody roar and apparently gayle and safy are now good friends..haha which is kinda good, cause gayle is a babe..me and jonny were like all eyes on her..so yeah, gayle was suppose to cab back with us but she decided to stay on in the end, much to the dismay of me and jonny..haha well jonny,safy and i cabbed back and on the way to jonny's home, he found out he left his wallet there..so he's back there now trying to search for his wallet..hope he finds it..but anyway it was a fun party, looking forward to another soon! as for now..some fatal frame bitches..hmmm camera obscura.

christmas it seems..

dear santa,
i have been a good boy, or at least i think i have been, this whole year and since being nice is a requirement for you, i think i deserve some presents. here's a list of presents which i want:

1. answers for all the assignments, tests and projects left to be completed in my poly life.

2. playstation 3

3. more moolah so i can buy out topman!

4. another pair of skinny jeans.

5. more laughter and love this coming year

6. i know i won't get it so i'm writing it again, answers for all the assignments, tests and projects left to be completed in my poly life.

so i hope you get to read this santa, because i am a good boy and rightfully so, i deserve them presents, so grant me presents upon my wake tomorrow. peace out and have a nice day.

signed sincerely,
-me


anyway, merry christmukkah to all and have a great new year!
well, christmas ain't really that merry and all to me, so i guess its just christmakkah to all and have...ahh you know the rest.

well, i dunno about you guys, but the past few days it feels like i'm in some sort of daze..i can't believe some things actually happened. it feels like i'm in some alternate universe. certain events feel so fake, living a lie. sigh must be the holidays, which i feel is seriously overrated. it makes people depressed. anyway, i guess i should be staying at home to get my bearings back.

slept at 11am today and woke up at 5pm..god am i tired. i'll never ever pull something like that off again. oh and baby, thanks for yesterday dear, i had a blast. sorry if things didn't go as planned, but i'm still glad i spent it with you dear. anyway, just came home from dinner with lj, yeah told her to meet me for dinner cause no one was free to follow me, sad. anyway i'm gonna watch tv now, toystory is on tv now..soooooooooooooooooooooooo, TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!!

chrismukk-huh?

sooooo, i got paid $250 for free because, although i was chosen for the shoot, and i turned up 1/2 an hour late and i had makeup on my face and got my hair done and i changed into what i was suppose to wear..but they found a more suitable looking "gamer" than me. well they did pay me for the trouble and so its all good..making money sure is easy. i mean you get paid to show up and get rejected. sweet huh? anyway, spent the rest of the day in bugis again with my baby. bought more presents*sigh* and my baby bought me a nice purple and black shirt from topman! thanks hun! now i need to get her something nice as well..suggestions people? anyway after shopping, headed back to hougang to get our hairs done. wait and see people, its a complete shocker. anyway now for dinner and some oc..byee

i want my fucking family dead..
i've never hated something like that in my entire life before
i wish them dead right fucking now.

so, the audition turned out to be not that bad..had to act like a gamer. was quite comfortable with the shoot and hopefully things will work out. safy also went through the audition, but as a school girl. so hope we both get the parts! anyway it was bugis after the audition..walked around awhile then we had lunch, had lamb chop and my baby ordered fish and chips. after eating we sat around and talked a bit before going off for more shopping..i bought 2 boxer briefs and 2 tank tops because she insisted i looked good in it..not sure on that though, let you guys be the judge on that. safy bought a lovely dress, really suites her. after shopping, she went to get her nails done and we left for home after. it was raining really heavy in hougang..we walked about to look for a saloon to do our hair tomorrow then we took a cab back..sigh i'm exhausted now, so i'll most probably be sleeping early tonight..oopg tomorrow, 10am at school.

ps: c140 christmas party is confirmed..26th december at my place again.

reflection..

i need to ask you all something..
if given a choice here and now,
would you pick..
the john from when poly started?
traits include reclusive, introvert, quiet and talks only when needed to.
or..
the john now?
traits include outgoing, sarcastic, loud and talks way too much for his own good.
which side of me would you guys prefer?
i can be either,
but i just need some comments
no worries, i'm completely sane
its just one of my own "therapy sessions" to clear my mind.
self improvement i would say.
which leads to my new year's resolution
to be a better person and bring more kick ass laughter to all without going overboard
as my first step of enlightenment and self improvement, i shall not post the picture which i took in school today or yesterday rather, which was kinda bad. so wy you are spared.
sigh alright, gonna sleep soon..auditions tomorrow, will be going with safy then headed to bugis for some shopping. see you guys soon..good day to all.

riot on an empty street.

firstly, i would start of with wishing all the december people a big happy birthday.
secondly, well there is not second.
anyway yesterday was the class gathering at my place. pq and kc came early to help out..my gf came over early as well to hang before the party. made macaroni and cheese, which was a screaming riot, for the party. should have made more..clarence told me not to make that much so blame him. anyway, after some food, we played games such as musical chairs, some body parts game and charades..yeah it was fun, some class bonding is always nice. fool around alot, great way to relieve some stress. next was the cutting of the cake, creamed some people(with whipped cream please) and yeah talked quite a bit. ppl started to leave at around 8 plus. kc,ed,xw,pq,lj and justina stayed around and helped clean up and they all came to my house. my room seemed so much smaller when all of them came in. anyway, lj,pq and justina went home and ed,kc and xw stayed over my house. watched like 3 movies please. coach carter, hitch and ju-on 2. drank some bacardi and played target and some indian poker..lol good stuff. had some good laughs with them, we should really do it again soon..seriously..LOL anyway we all slept at like 7am and woke up at 3pm..ate some food which my dad bought and then we left for hougang interchange..xw went home cause she had to meet her friends at 5.30pm and the guys and i went to walk around hougang mall. kc and i followed ed to chinatown to cut his hair..i swear his version of cutting hair is like aslhfhfokahgjoafs..looks no difference to me seriously. anyway left for home after..sigh now at home and i'm bored..not really looking forward to next week cause i'll be like damn busy and got alot of people asking me out, but dunno who to go out with..sigh plus i have that audition which i have no idea if i should go or not..modelling is not really my cup of tea, but whatever, guess i'll see how it goes..see you guys soon.

firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO WEN!

hope you had fun today, i went to kbox and watched deja vu again just for you..so i expect something nice for my birthday next year from you =P
so yeah met the guys and girls at cineleisure and went to kbox. wasn't bad as last time i suppose, sang more songs this time..lol i sang in chinese also..so yeah wasn't that bad i guess. after kbox, went to topman and bought another tshirt. edmund and pq bought a shirt and belt respectively.. wy and wz left and the rest of us went to watch deja vu..the movie was really deja vu for me because i watched it like yesterday, but no worries, since the movie was free. after the movie, went back to hougang with lj and i went to meet my gf at hougang mall. had lunch at pepper lunch then had dessert at gelare. bought some more presents for more people and yeah pretty much sums up the day.
tomorrow its vivo city with my baby again and friday is class party..whadda week!

so i officially declare,

"TIME TO FUCKING PARTY BITCHES!"

ok sorry about the langauge, but yeah just happy that the holidays have started..guess one could say i'm really looking forward to this term break. alot of events which i am looking forward to. so yayness.
watched deja vu earlier at tm..and like my friends all said, its a nice show. not really your typical thriller, but its still not that bad. its the type of movie which makes you think after it ends.so yeah pretty much it.
can't wait for next week, and lets hope the hotel does not get postpone again.

i'll never love another..you'll always be my thunder.

another uneventful day, which means not studying OOPG or cmaths but spending time with my baby at the newly built and largest shopping mall, Vivo City and when they mean largest, they really mean largest. we spent like 6 hours walking around and i don't even think we walked through the entire place.seriously, was damn tiring.

anyway we bought altogether:
jellybeans <3
underwear =P
clothes from topman <33333 (edmund dont jealous)
more jellybeans <33
presents for people (you guys will get a laugh if you knew what i bought,LOL)
tons of food =|

so basically thats about of it..i'm going back there on thursday to buy more stuff and blow my atm card there buying clothes and shit.

anyway now for OOPG:
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i think i'm gonna fail because java makes no sense to me. i can't simply remember for the sake of remembering..i need things to make sense and i need to be able to process it in order to understand it, but since i'm unable to comprehend the complexity of this thing called java, i'm most certainly, confidently, surely, sure as shooting and if i pass i'll buy god a drink, will fail this damned topic because i have no clue about whats going on in java lessons PERIOD. to makes thing even worst, i have totally, completely, entirely and for damn sure no interest in becoming a programmer..thought we're becoming designers? WTF is with java? seriously messed up.. java makes no sense to me, nothing makes sense to me..

boys likes girls

long day today, attended my first ever OOPG lecture without skipping 1/2 way..wasn't too bad la..but the lecturer was damn annoying..seriously, he said we were noisy when we weren't and he kept like wasting time and didnt wanna show us the slides..fucking dog, hope his mother die. anyway after that, went to buy my mmp text book and ate at mensa with pq, lj, kc and wz. ed came shortly and we all went to play badminton..ahh badmintion, reminds me of my primary school days..damn long never play and it was damn fun please. after that went for cmsk 3 where we did our test, think we did quite well for it..expecting like an A or B+..after that went to play basketball at ed/yh/wy's house..won 4 games lost 1..made a few nice shots and i scored quite alot..stole some as well so overall wasn't a bad performance for me la. after that went to east point to eat dinner with ed and kc..ate burger king, saw a hot girl working in bk..lol talked quite a bit then we home via cab. damn tired now sia..but gonna dota now..tomorrow its airport to study OOPG and lets hope we get to study instead of slacking off like last time at my place.

PS:who want's to watch deja vu with me? heard from my friends its damn nice..so any takers?

friends?

friends ; A person you know well and regard with affection and trust.

how many of you actually fill that description? honestly.
i know a few who have turned around and stab their friend's behind the back
affection? i don't think so
trust? i don't think so
please stop your facade because we see right through you
stop pretending who and what you're not
the lies that you said are the mistakes that you made
the very poison you used against others are used against you
you don't know it yet
you just don't know it yet
so stop what you're doing and save what's left of this friendship
don't play around with friendship
because without friends, you're nothing.
..nothing

the need to post many entries in one night..nehhxXz?

kings of convenience - i don't know what i can save you from.

You called me after midnight,
it must have been three years since we last spoke.
I slowly tried to bring back
the image of your face from the memories so old.
I tried so hard to follow,
but didn't catch a half of what had gone wrong,
said "I don't know what I can save you from. "
I don't know what I can save you from.

I asked you to come over,
and within half an hour,
you were at my door.
I had never really known you,
but I realized that the one you were before,
had changed into somebody for whom
I wouldn't mind to put the kettle on.
Still I don't know what I can save you from.
I don't know what I can save you from.
I don't know what I can save you from.
I don't know what I can save you from.
I don't know what I can save you from.

niicex songgXx wo0rsXxXxxXx!
mUz l|st3n kAyZz?
have a break,
have a twitkat.
..k




euuuuuuuuuuuuuuu weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee




okay...

i sang a song to be sung..

so picture this..
you're busy with your work
laptop on the bed
hand on mouse clicking away
at the corner of your eye
you see something moving on your bed, it disappers behind the sheets
you ignore it, thinking it was nothing or just your imagination
then it appears again
you direct your attention to it
small, black, feelers, 6 legs
yup you guess it..

COCKROACH

well that happened to me earlier when i was doing ides..thankfully, i'm not really afraid of them cockroaches..so i calmly took a piece of paper from my ides sketchbook(LOL) and removed the darn insect from my bed..sigh my room is so damn dirty..xw i bet there aren't cockroaches in your room. therefore i conclude my room is much dirtier than yours. sucks staying on the 2nd floor. insects can "invade" your home like anytime..but than again, i'm afraid of heights, so i guess the insects comes with the home on the 2nd story.

with the sudden lack of assignments to do, and the sudden drop in stress level i find myself...



...bored.

so i got this mail from a lecturer from psychology and i find it really amusing.
well, here's how it goes..

Greetings to all Psych Students,


Just want to alert you that next week’s lecture will be a briefing on the group project. This means we will be covering:

What is the Group Project
What you have to do.
When you have to do it.
How it will be marked.


We will also

Review Past Projects
Discuss how to plan and shoot your commercial
Discuss how to plan and present your Oral Presentation.


Please note that the lecture slides for this topic can be downloaded from Blackboard (in Course Documents).


I strongly suggest you come for this lecture. I have noticed that attendance has dropped from about 90%+ in Week 2 to about 50% in Week 6 (last week).


Should I persuade you? Using Central Persuasion I can promise that you will learn important pointers about the group project during the briefing. Using peripheral persuasion I can say that there will be a lot of cute girls and guys in the lecture theatre and if they are coming so should you!


How about conformity? All your friends will be going so you might as well. Or maybe Obedience? Do it because I, the lecturer, say so. And trust me, you will regret it if you don’t come.


Maybe I should motivate you by offering incentives? Come to the lecture and project grade will go up. Or should I appeal to Cognitive Intrinsic? You’ll get a chance to see some of the better and more interesting projects from the previous semester.


Should I improve your memory through repetition?

COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE!

COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE!

COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE!

COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE!

COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE! COME TO THE LECTURE!



And should I help you learn by using rewards and punishments? Come to the lecture and your grade will go up. Don’t come and you’ll lose marks.


Should I tell you about previous semester’s research results? That indicate that for each lecture you miss your grade goes down about 3% (not because I lower your mark but because you have no idea what’s going on if you don’t attend the lectures)?


Or should I just leave it up to you?


See you next week (maybe).


Jeff

one word:hilarious!

because i am bored pt2.

Full Name: John Nicholas Yong Siong Foong
Birthplace: Singapore
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: somewhat black yet somewhat brown
Height: 1.77m
Weight: 66kg
Right handed or Left handed: right handed
Your Heritage: chinese and malaysian? well, i can't confirm the malaysian part.
My Worst Habit: letting my emotions get the better of me.
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Shoe Size: 11
Parents Still Together: yeah
The Footwear You Wore Today: skateshoes
Your Weakness: kryptonite and chinese.
Your Fears: heights, horror shows, deep water and gore.
Your Perfect Pizza: pepporoni, mushrooms, onions and lots of cheese! LOL
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: lol, haha, ya sure.
Thoughts First Waking Up: where am i?
Your Best Physical Feature: i dunno, you tell me. height i suppose.
Your Bedtime: after 12am.
Your Most Missed Memory: her


MY FAVORITES:

Favorite color: black
Food: anything with potato
Sport? basketball
Animal? i love all of god's creatures.
Ice Cream? ben and jerries, cookie dough
Candy? jellybeans
Store? TOPSHOP!
Salad Dressing? 1000 island
Actor/actress? adam sandler and kate hudson.
Song? emo/indie/alternative/rock
Letter? I
Number? 7
Holiday? christmas and chinese new year.
Season? spring
Toothpaste Flavor? mint i suppose.
Radio Station? rarely listen to s'pore radio cause they suck.
Perfume? i like the ones i use.
Body part on the opposite sex? smile, legs and ass =)


FRIENDS AND LIFE:

What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? photographer
How Do You Want To Die? peacefully and painless =/
Turn ons: humour, sarcasm
Turn offs: people who stab you in the back and wants you to do things they know you don't like doing.
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You? erm, no one i guess.
Who's The Loudest? ME, erm wz i suppose.
Who Makes You Laugh The Most? wy cause she's damn fun to bother..LOL
Who Have You Known The Longest? stephanie
Who's The Shyist? xw i guess
When Have You Cried The Most? last year.
What Is The Best Feeling In The World? being loved
Worst Feeling? being alone without her.
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up? orange county! hmmm most probably by the beach.
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be? my way of thinking.
How Long Do You Think You'll Live? 80 plus if i'm lucky.


HAVE YOU EVER:

Been In Love? yes
Been To Juvie? nope
Mooned Someone? yes, when edmund opened the door when i was bathing..bastard
Been Rejected? yes
Ran Away From Home? yes
Pictured Your Crush Naked? lol
Skipped School? yes
Slept Outside? yes
Laughed So Hard You Cried? all the time..haha
Cried In School? yes
Thrown Up In School? nope
Wanted To Be a Model? nope
Cheated On Someone? perhaps
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today? yeah
Seen A Dead Body? nope
Drank Alcohol? yes
Smoked? yes
Been On Drugs? nope
Eaten Sushi? yeah
Been On Stage? yup
Gone Skinny Dipping? nope
Shoplifted? yes
Been Drunk? one to many times in fact.
Been Beaten Up? nope


DO YOU:

Swear? guilty as charged but i'm trying to cut down on it
Sing Well? no
Shower Daily? duh
Want To Go To College/ University: i guess so
Want To Get Married? yeah
Believe In Yourself? most of the time
Get Motion Sickness? nope
Think You Are Attractive? i have my pros and cons.
Get Along With Your Parents? most of the time
Like Thunderstorms? nope
Play An Instrument? yes, my instrument..LOL
Own An IPOD? yeah
Pray? yes
Go To Church? not really
Sleep With Stuffed Animals? nope, but i use to have a stuff dinosaur which i couldn't sleep without.
Keep A Journal/Diary? if you're reading this, yeah.
Dance In The Rain? no
Sing In The Shower? no


THIS OR THAT:

Pepsi or Coke? coke
McDonald's or Burger King? burger king
Single or Group Dates? single
Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries? strawberries
Meat or Veggies? i don't mind both
TV or Movie? movie
Guitar or Drums? drums
Adidas or Nike? nike
Chinese or Mexican? mexican
Cheerios or Corn Flakes? corn flakes
Cake or Pie? pie
MTV or VH1? mtv
Blind or Deaf? deaf
Boxers or Briefs? BOXERS!


CAN YOU:

Do Splits? i use to be able when i learnt TKD
Write With Both Hands? nope
Whistle? yeah
Blow A Bubble? yes
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle? i'll show you when you ask me
Cross Your Eyes? yup
Walk With Your Toes Curled? i suppose so
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose? no way
Dance? abit i guess
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry? yeah, thanks to high metabolism rate LOL


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:

You Touched: myself..LOL
You Talked To On The Phone: jonathan
You Text: my gf
You Instant Messaged: wy
You Hugged: jamie, my sister :)
You Yelled At: i yell all the time and usually to groups of people
You Played A Sport With: directors cup, so it would be wz, ed, kc and yh.


WHAT'S THE LAST:

Time You Laughed? like 5 secs ago
Time You Cried? forgot
Movie You Watched? benchwarmers
Flavor Of Gum You Chewed? mint
Joke You Told? you're momma's so black that when she attended night classes they marked her absent.
Song You've Sung? blurry


RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT:

Where Are You? home
What Can You See Out Your Window? swimming pool
Are You Listening To Music? always
What Are You Wearing? shirt and boxers
What's On Your Mousepad? a sleeping dog


BELIEFS:

Do you believe there is life on other planets? yes
Do you believe in miracles? yes
Magic? nope
Love at first sight? yea
God? yes
Satan? no
Ghosts? no
Santa? no
Evolution? yes


IN A Boy/Girl...:

Fav Eye Color: green
Fav Hair Color: brunettes
Short or Long Hair: i dont mind either
Height: slightly shorter than me
Weight: definately weighing less than me
Best Clothing Style: casual


RANDOM:

What Country Would You Most Like To Visit? america
Number Of CD's I Own: perhaps about 20?
Your Good Luck Charm: don't have one
How many pillows do you sleep with? 2
Do you drink milk? yeah
Person You Hate Most: i have 2 in mind
Do you think God has a gender? a guy i suppose
Where do you think we go when we die? if we are good, we go to heaven. if we are bad, we go to hell. if we are both good and bad, we return to earth.
How many rings until you answer the phone? as soon as i hear it ring
Are you a health freak? not really
What is the worst weather? when its too damn hot
Did you play with Barbies as a child? never!
How many grades have you failed? way too many for one's own good.

basically, anyone can do this..just bored i suppose.

baby, i'm a fever..nurse me.

ok so finally handed in the dreaded MMP proposal today..i'm sure many of us put in our blood, sweat, sleeping hours and basically whatever's left of our lives into this damn proposal. SO AMEN THAT ITS OVER! basically today i was dying in school, flu and fever, ahh yes the perfect combination. lack of sleep apparently cause it..but take a breather now guys..we deserve it. alright peace out guys, time to defend some ancients.