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i love my girlfriend, stephanie ann fu yi ping.

just one of those days..

it kinda dawn onto me, once again, that i'll be stuck studying and doing things which i dont really like. and now, the more i think about it, the less important it gets. example? i really couldn't be bothered for the cmaths test on friday. usually i'll be like " yeah exams over and i think i'll pass!" but on friday it was like "yeah, whatever." honestly, i dunno what the future holds for me. i'm sure i don't wanna be some animator or designer. i seriously regretted my decision to go into ind, without knowing shit about it. sigh, friends i'm not really functioning straight cause i'm wrecking my head, trying to figure out a path for my future. if only my parents really knew how i felt. if they only read all the things i wrote her.. if only..
i know most you already know, i update my blog regularly. yeah, its not because i have alot of time or because i got alot to say. it's just that this is me. i enjoy writing(another reason why i should have gone mass com.) from young i've enjoyed writing. compositions are my favourites. writing long essays often exceeding the word limit. i wrote like 900 words for my O's. but i dont mean to boast here. i'm just saying this is me and not the person currently in ind. its like doing something you don't enjoy. i'm sure many of you know the feeling. everything is done halfhearted because you simply don't enjoy it. everyone has taken the subjects into their strides. its like they know what they want and how to approach it. everyone but me. dilemma people..

flaming lamborghini..sex homework and origami.

boys night out + one girl(safy) was today.
had a blast..been a long time since me and the guys did something like this.
met up with kevin, jonny and ernest at raffles city shopping centre.
ate subway then went to long bar to drink!

the drinks: screwdriver(mine), some beer(ernest), kahlua with milk(jonny), martini something(kevin)

mine was basically orange juice and vodka please. but was ok i guess..ate lots of nuts..i mean nuts were everywhere, on the floor, on the table..chairs..EVERYWHERE! chatted and drank till safy came to meet us. jonny and i ordered each a flaming lamborghini...WOOOO bitches. first time trying so here's how it looks like:

yes it is on fire.

after the drinks, went to kevin's house via maxi cab. 35 bucks please..fucking ripoff ah. but what to do..had 5 people =( lol kevin had to give us oranges from his house, only for us to give back to his parents..haha slacked around and talked with charlene(hot cousin) and some other people. man his parents are cool, give us drinks(whiskey and brandy) and apparently his mom grabbed the balls of one of the guys there..oh my..haha watched a bit of man u match then went into his room. watched youtube and some other stuff. hehe let you guys watched the videos to find out. jonny and charlene had a moment it seems..good luck to you boy. after the dancing(refer to videos) left by cab with jonny and ernest. kk video time, laugh your hearts out cause its fucking retarded:

the end..

goodbye oc, its been a blast watching, laughing and crying throughout the years. you've kept me entertain and sane during my hardest of moments. you gave me inspiration to be "seth-like" in character. without you, i wouldn't be me today. most probably some helpless not funny and boring kid. but anyway, i'll dearly miss the one liners and quick wits which made this show stand out from the rest. thanks once again. california, here we come...

oh and fuck cmaths1.

mathematicians enjoy tongue twisters

given a set S, the power set of S is the set of all subsets of the set S.

sounds like,

sally sells seashells by the seashore, she sells her seashells by the seashore.

well to me at least..
good luck to all for the semester exam
i'm sure i need it.
refuse to take supp paper please.
k bye

who am i kidding?
myself, thats for sure..

change in motion

so i didnt really sleep last night, slept at like 2am and woke up at 5am after going out to drink some water. not really sure why i couldn't sleep. insomnia once again, sigh. anyway i just layed in bed from 6am, after soccer till 11am? just closing my eyes and hoping to fall asleep, but i couldn't.. sigh anyway prepared to go for my BTT at around 11..left the house with safy at around 11.15..cabbed there cause we were late. erm, i passed the test yayness to that. was kinda easy i guess..so yeah. after the test left for hougang mall for lunch at macs. after lunch baby had to go off for ballet. i made my way to the airport to study with the rest for cmaths. reached the airport at around 2.05pm. wy and xw ate lunch first. popeyes was the place and wy spilled coke all over the place including kc's laptop...careless please. anyway studied abit and i finished topic 1 already. so not too bad. safy and car came later on and i had my dinner with them and jaja, who was flying off to australia. though i dont really know him that well, best wishes man. erm..came home after dinner. slept in the bus cause i was damn tired. reached home and watched dance floor with her. erm i'm sorry for letting it go out of hand and i admit something has to change. its not your fault and its mine..with that said. i'm sorry.

A'muse'd?

currently hooked on the muse..dunno why but yeah.
anyway today was spent in town with jonny and safy.
watched norbit with them.
not too bad i suppose.
walked around after the movie.
went to orchard from dhoby gaunt.
walked around in wistma then went to far east.
didn't buy anything today cause i'm kinda poor even though i deposited all my hong bao cash.
kevin met us earlier.
outing has been planned on sat.
guys night out please.
hahaha anyway left for some part in sengkang with my baby.
photography in the mrt and lrt.
reached the place where i stoned for 1 hour plus,
waiting for her class reunion to finish
studied abit for my btt tomorrow and took quite a few pictures.
left for home after waiting.
ordered some kfc
and she came over to my place to do her music for her dance.
now she owes me hehehehe
anyway tomorrow is btt like i said..
wish me luck guys
or else no car rides for anyone!

2nd day of chinese new year, so here's the damage:

woke up kinda early to help prepare for lunch. all my relatives coming to my house, so my dad booked the function room. helped bring food down. brought my laptop down also since my dad requested for musics, but my kinda songs..haha. met and chatted with the relatives and ate pig's tongue. compared gpa with my cousin, i'm got better marks..lol received moolah, not really much, only 100 plus this year..sigh never exceed that limit. anyway watched russell peters with the rest of my cousins..went upstairs to play re4..trying to complete it asap. playinf devil may cry 3 at times to relieve some tension. so yeah. they went home and i went to meet my baby. followed her to her grandpa's house and recieved more hong bao..hehe so yeah. she's coming over tomorrow, most probably gonna watch some movies and basically just hang out. i miss her so.. so yeah looking forward to tomorrow. peace.

so it was just a normal conversation when..

kc said this:

flaunt your flaws.. says:
so are we dotaing?

goon platoon says:
nope

goon platoon says:
i not playing wic kc

goon platoon says:
ANYMORE

flaunt your flaws.. says:
lol

roses are red, violet are blue says:
yes pls.. i am so boring

gee, tell us something we don't know why dont you?
haha kc kc, what will we do without you.

reunion dinner or painful reminder?

this is the last time i ever want to have a reunion dinner. it kinda serves as a painful reminder that i don't really have a family. it involves, 4 plates of food. 2 of which have no taste, arguments at the table and basically its like not even eating cause i'm still fucking hungry. portions were cooked to only serve like 4 people when there was like 8 people at the table. fucking pathetic..seriously. so much for a reunion dinner, everyone just left to do their own things.. sigh i'm giving up on this whole concept of family..

let's get drunk..

let's get drunk with liver soup with ginger and rice wine..cause its DA SHIT!!! drinking it now actually..i think i might actually get drunk drinking it cause my mom put alot of wine and i'm feeling kinda flushed now..but its all good, might not be bailey's but it does the job..hahah celebration for me after all the stress we've been through..hehehe. oh and did i mention? MY PHONE GOT FUCKING INFECTED BY THE DAMN VIRUS. WHY THE FUCK IS TP NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT?!?!



anyway think i'll put up some pictures..

valentine's day and 9th month anniversary and did i mention NO MORE FUCKING PRESENTATION!

well maybe except cmsk3, but thats like a given so screw it. anyway like i said, all the terror subjects are over and now's left with the semester exams. but wooo fuck it for now cause its time to live life like a fucking normal person! so yeah today's vday. and i swear it sucks to go school for like the whole day on vday.. i'm sorry once again baby. anyway, school was kinda alright today la..presented finish everything, not too bad i suppose. surprised the ladies with our vday surprise.. we've been planning this for like the past 2 weeks ok.. ahaha so kudos to the guys and hope we made a difference for the ladies. yeah after ides, took pictures with peggy and some other people..took a cab back to meet my baby..bathe and changed and left for hougang mall..vday can be overrated at times so we decided to spend it tomorrow where there's less people going out. went to eat at ljs for dinner then we went to the carnival where i wasted like 12 15 bucks on 1 prize game which i didn't win and haunted house which had no ghost or monsters. it was made up of mask hanging from walls and some non spooky music..osahfioagsfohgfaosG NEVER GO TO UNCLE RINGO'S CARNIVALS AGAIN..FUCKING EXPENSIVE PLEASE. wanted to sit the ferris wheel, but it was booked. so left for home to watch dance floors. she went home after and i just stone around till i called her. tomorrow going out..so it should be fun.

to you: i know what we're going through is tough. the change of positions is hard on us both, but no matter what i'll still love you. we've been through harder times and this barrier should not deter us. we'll work around this and we'll be just fine. i love you always and forever. my fate was decided the day i layed eyes on you. i said to myself, she's the one and i'll keep my promise to you. i'll never leave, i won't say goodbye, you are my only one, no other one, just you and i. as seth said in the oc, "she's cool and she's easy on the eyes."

i love you safy.

chocolate love..

my baby made this for valentine's day:

what did your girlfriend/boyfriend make for you? bet it wasn't a chocolate cake which look like it had a chocolate orgasm with chocolate flowing out. hehe..thanks baby for the cake. LOVES IT. and i'm sorry if i'm busy and all..school you know? and yes i only get things done at the last minute and i'm sorry. anyway, its just this last week and i'm all yours hon..love you lots babyy!

revenge on zel it seems.

so here are the highlights on my DTAT survey:


Question 26

Did you have any difficulty with the topics presented and if so, why were they difficult?(Type 'NIL' if none.)

yes i did have difficulties, and i'm speaking on behalf for my class, which i am certain most of them agree with me. the lecturer poorly organised her lessons. she would often give unhelpful criticism, does not give up proper instructions and does not spread her time equally among all the students in class. she would often spend a good half and hour or so on 1 student and thus, the rest of the class would have to wait to get her attention. at times she would brush off students who are desperately in need of her help. example? a make up lesson was made on friday, but the lecturer used that 2 hours to help only 1/4 of the class and in the end the rest of the 3/4 of the class did not get their work looked at and ideas were not approved because of that. so please don't blame us for our work next week. she also did not brief us on how the presentation next week, like what is suppose to be done and what the lecturers expect from it. furthermore, she would help some students to do their work instead of teaching them and demostratings certain skills to the rest of the class..i mean seriously..what's up with that? as such, i end my defence on why i and the rest of my class had difficulty. i rest my case.


Question 27

What do you like least about this subject? Explain why.(Type 'NIL' if none.)

the lecturer..please refer to question 26 on reasons why.

oh and the price of printing all our work. and to think we actually pay school fees.


Question 28

Any other suggestions (eg, syllabus, project consultation/feedback, studio equipments or any other specific learning needs, etc.)(Type 'NIL' if none.)

more photography sessions. and teach us, students how to use freehand and photoshop more before expecting us to come up with some amazing work. oh and did i mention more photography? a more efficient lecturer would be nice.


i'm not mean,
just strongly opinionated.
plus, i was already being nice.
imagine if i added get a real job in there..

ZEL IS A MOTHERLOVING PIECE OF SHIT EXCUSE OF A TEACHER.

so basically, most of us went school for nothing. cause zel apparently took her own sweet time with looking at other people's work that she forgot its a class she's teaching and not like four people. no offence to them cause they need to get their stuff done as well. but as for zel she can fuck off. FUCKING BLOWJOB.
anyway went to bugis with baby today and bought a tie from topman and white shirt from some shop. after went to dhoby guant for dinner and ate pasta mania.
had my vongole.
then left for home with baby.
took a cab cause she was tired.
went to her house to collect the stuff she bought for me.
thanks babe. I LOVED THEM
lol so yeah
read through me and my friend's old blog
memories.
good and bad.
anyway i got no mood to do any work now..so erm bye?

www.livejournal.com/users/eternal2090
for good laughs.

chase the mantis.

i have a new pet.
his name is chase.
he's a preying mantis.
i caught him outside my house.
i introduced him to the spider in my toilet, named spazz.
they became good friends,
well at least for 12 mins.
till chase ate spazz.
rest in peace spazz.
ata boy chase.
who's a good mantis?
who's a good mantis?
you are chase.
i think this is a start of a beautiful friendship.

/edit: OH MY GOD, CHASE JUST ATE OFF 2 OF HIS LEGS! WTFFFFFFF!!

/edit/edit: i decided to release chase because he ate all of his legs. i'm sorry chase that this had to end. its not you, its me. good bye chase. you were the best legless mantis a guy could have.

ides is completed. yayness for that.
mmp wallpaper is approved. yayness that.
i'm tired tonight. yayness for that.
dtat and mmp are not fully completed. yayness for that.
i'm kinda insane now. yayness for that.
yay fucking ness indeed.



i would have jumped on those rocks a hundred more times
just to make you smile.
i would have done anything.
just to make you smile.
but if i died right now.
would you smile?

jonny is a lousy photographer.

let's waste time chasing cars

my love.

sick once more, the reason why i didn't go school today
well the good thing is i think i can finish my ides website by today.
bad thing is, there's still dtat and mmp which i haven't exactly started
the next 2 weeks are gonna be harsh on everyone, body, mind and soul.
will be tough on me that for sure.
cant spend time with her, sigh.
anyway best of luck to all.



it's the good times keeping me alive

100th entry for my blog.

so i registered for the new blogger..dont really seem so bad cause you can do this which is kinda cool i guess. anyway my baby's coming home in like 2 hours..ohhh can't wait.
oh today's psycho test was quite alright i guess..if i had studied earlier i would have done better but what the heck. doing ides now..not sure what i'm doing is correct or not..sigh tiring due to the lack of sleep last night. those 2 ppl know who kept me up last night. what's up with you all and this friendship problem? i mean honestly, to me at least, it's kinda immature. we're ain't primary school kids you know. i'm not gonna choose sides here cause truely you all are my friends so i dont wanna see this kinda shit happening aight? so people kiss and make up (girls do the kissing please) its a small problem which was kinda made big. hope whatever was said won't affect anything. 3 years in poly is long..sucks to be alone for the next 3 years..trust me, i know what it's like to be alone. so put the past behind, move forward with the future and let's fucking have more fun people. so..cheers,cuddles and mashmellows to my friends out there. you guys know who you are..

all of the wasted time
the hours that were left behind
the answers that we'll never find
they don't mean a thing tonight

doing this is fun...

I FUCKING MISS MY GIRLFRIEND! YDHIJHGHADHIGADJHAGADFHGLF

i miss my baby..she may have only been gone for 6 days, but it seems like fucking forever since i last saw her. i miss everything about her. her touch, her smell, the warmth of her embrace..gah! i can't stand it. luckily, she's coming home tomorrow! <33333333333333333 YAYNESS for that. BOONESS for tomorrow is that i have my psychology test tomorrow and i dunno shit on what to study..i think i may have to retake my cds. sigh anyway, this weekend is crazy rush cause of the many assignments due. so good luck to all.

yay its the weekends
nay assignments due.
sigh..

this ain't a scene, it's a god damned arms race

2 more days and my baby comes back!
one word:

YAYNESS

she surprised me last night with an sms!
yeah, at least i know she's doing fine.
can't wait for saturday!
anyway, i think i kinda have a design for my wallpaper.
but seriously, who has a sheep design in it?
well, i do!